Today my baby girl is 8 months. It breaks my heart that I am not with her. She is on my mind constantly. Everyday I pray that she is safe, healthy and being well cared for. I also pray for her birth mother. I hope that she has found peace with her decision not to raise Megan. I can not even imagine how difficult it was to make that decision. As much joy as each birthday will bring me, I know another woman may always have heartache on this day. She has given me a wonderful gift and will be in my prayers and in my heart for all the days of my life. Happy 8 months Megan! Mommy and Daddy can't wait to meet you.