I am in a state of ... I can't even put it into words. Anticipation, excitement, fear, panic. You name it I feel it. The rumors are that China has mailed the latest batch of referrals. It is suppose to include referrals through October 14, 2005. Our log in date is October 13, 2005. Can it be true? The information for our baby girl could be on its way right now!!! Please, Lord, let it be so.